Don’t Support the Guide

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The man I spent a passionate night with turned out to be the child I had been sponsoring.

Not once had I ever felt the pleasure and euphoria that guiding was supposed to bring.
But this time was different.
For the first time in my life, I had a truly satisfying night—an imprint that felt perfect.
I even thought… maybe I could make this man my exclusive guide.

But then— the child I had sponsored for seven years… was you?

“Did you hate the night we spent together?”
“Tell me, and I will change everything.”

You can fix what happens in bed, but you can’t rewrite the past.
I had never imagined—no, I had never allowed myself to imagine—that the child I had cared for would become my personal guide, sharing my bed.

“Are you trying to seduce me, just like all the other guides, hoping to use my family’s influence?”
“If so, you’ve failed. It’s too cliché. I’m bored already.”

I told myself that this was the only way to push him away.
That he’d lose interest soon enough.
Just like all the others who had admired me from afar.

But why—

“My body and my guiding… they don’t bore you, do they?”
“Please, at least take that much from me, Commander.”

Why do you keep chasing after me like a moth to a flame, refusing to let go—
without even realizing what it all means?