To You Who Will Destroy Me - Chapter 146 (M)

Bang.

The moment she stepped into the guest room that Joshua had assigned, Varkan pounced on her. His fingers tangled in her hair, and his hot lips pressed against her face, which was lifted in surprise.

“Ugh!”

His approach was hasty and impatient. Realizing that he was rushing, he tried to calm himself, pausing for breath between kisses, attempting to regain control.

But it was all in vain. Like a starved child unable to resist, even knowing he might overindulge, he hungrily tasted her. The experience, as always, didn’t disappoint, making him crave her even more.

Irel could hardly keep her wits as he roughly pressed forward. Just as his tongue, which had been exploring her mouth deeply, momentarily withdrew, she found herself spun around, bracing against the wall. Then, with a popping sound, the buttons of her dress began to come undone, one by one, from the top down.

In an instant, all that remained were her underwear, garter belt, and stockings. His hot breath traced slowly down the nape of her neck, making the fine hairs on her skin stand on end. Unable to hold back, Varkan buried his forehead into her shoulder, rubbing it against her, while his hand firmly grabbed her behind over her underwear.

She didn’t dislike it, but his desperation made her a little uneasy. It was like the instinctive urge to push away a large, overly excited dog that can’t contain its joy and rushes to lick you all over.

“Varkan.”

“Yeah.”

“Could you… slow down a bit…?”

Before she could even finish speaking, there was a ripping sound as her stockings were torn, and the garter belt came off. Varkan pulled her underwear down to her ankles, grabbed Irel’s hips, and gently pulled her back. Then, kneeling down, he eagerly began to caress between her legs.

“Lift it up more. I’ll suck your pussy.”

Varkan spread the space between her raised hips, burying his vulgar yet beautiful lips there. He moistened the still-dry area with his saliva, then slowly warmed it with gentle strokes of his tongue.

“Ah… mm…”

As always, his tongue was scorching hot. It was so intense that Irel feared for a moment that her sensitive inner tissues might burn from the stimulation.

That’s why his touch was always so intense and heated. He knew exactly how to stimulate her most vulnerable, shameful spot with the tip of his tongue, savoring every bit. Even after just a few strokes, she could already feel herself becoming wet inside.

“Look at that, you’re getting wet all on your own now. Such a good girl.”

Varkan lifted his lips away, collecting the fluid now seeping out onto his fingertips, gently rubbing it against her sensitive folds. Then he stood up, pressing himself tightly against Irel’s backside. With his pants off, he began rubbing his already stiff member against her soft skin.

“I want to put it in… so badly.”

“Get wetter, quickly. So you don’t tear when I thrust in.” Varkan demanded, gripping her hair from behind as his lips brushed against her ear. His rough, raspy voice scratched at her eardrums, almost as if violating her mind.

Even as she was swept up in the chaos, her body steadily heated up. Varkan, ever the beast, could easily detect this with his keen sense of smell.

“Ah, that sweetness… it’s so strong I can scarcely stand it.”

“Haah, your fingers… ahh!”

“Do you know what happens when I prod you down there while you’re giving off that scent? You gush out, like squeezing the juice from a ripe peach. It even tastes the same.”

“Ah! Ahhh!”

“Look at you now. Can you feel how greedily you’re sucking in my fingers?”

His fingers rubbed and teased her sensitive folds, pressing and stretching them, as if trying to open up the still-tight entrance. He even scraped inside gently, testing her limits.

“No, don’t… I’ll tear…”

“Tear? Not a chance, not when you’re this wet. And still, you’re so tight. How much do I have to shove in to stretch you to my size? I just want to stay buried inside you every single day.”

“Should I do that, hmm? Make it so you can’t even run away?” Varkan’s voice pushed into her ear as he gripped her cheek firmly, the weight of his words overwhelming her mind.

Even in the midst of this, his fingers multiplied to two, now probing deeper and pressing against her most sensitive spots. Every time he scraped along the front wall near her lower abdomen, a tingling, electric sensation spread through her. Just a little more pressure, a few more strokes, and she felt like she’d reach that sweet spot she craved.

Instinctively, her hips began to move, responding to the need building inside her. Noticing this, Varkan chuckled, licking the rim of her ear.

“You’re good at begging, aren’t you? I’ll let you go, so spread yourself for me.”

He grabbed both of her hands and twisted them behind her, forcing her to spread herself apart. Only then did she realize just how soaked she was between her legs, her thighs slick with arousal. The flush of embarrassment briefly warmed her cheeks, but it vanished the moment his lips latched onto her clitoris, sucking hard.

“Aahhh!”

The relentless and explicit stimulation made her vision flash white, then red, over and over again. As his fingers thrust deep inside her entrance, his lips and tongue attacked her clitoris with such force that it felt like the very shape of it was being molded under the pressure.

Even sensations this intense were transformed into pure pleasure under his expert teasing. Her legs trembled, and her hips tensed up, her inner walls instinctively tightening. Noticing this, Varkan thrust his thick fingers rougher inside, while dragging his tongue slowly along her folds.

“Ahh…!”

She could no longer withstand the obscene onslaught of his touch. Her nerves felt like they were burning, and as her body convulsed, she was overtaken by an intense climax. Every sensation shattered into pieces as her limbs trembled violently, overwhelmed by the fierce pleasure.

For a moment, she was dizzy with euphoria, so much so that her grip on the wall weakened, causing her to slide down slightly. But before she could fully collapse, a large hand reached out from behind, pressing down on her hands, holding her in place.

“Stay standing. I’m about to thrust.”

“Wait—ah!!”

Before she could even beg, something thick and blunt, like a stake, pressed against her entrance. Despite being fully loosened, it still didn’t open easily, and the force with which it was shoved inside was almost brutal. The sensation of the wide head pushing its way in made her shudder, causing her to hold her breath with a quiet sob.

“Ah, it’s so hot… you’re clinging so tightly.”

A groan of pleasure escaped from behind her. Just as he said, the inside that had just climaxed was now sticky and warm from the heat, and it eagerly welcomed his weapon-like girth, pulling it in deeper with every thrust.

With a satisfied sigh, he pushed in all the way to the base, fully buried inside her. Then, slowly, he began to move, sliding in and out of her swollen, overstimulated walls. The sensation of him pressing deep within her, only to pull out again, sent shivers through her body, making her gasp involuntarily.

“Ugh, ah! Hah…”

“Did you know? When you cry, it turns me on even more.”

“Go on, cry a little more. Let me hear those choking sounds because of my cock. When you do, it makes me drip, like I’m about to explode.”

His vulgar words were whispered with sickening sweetness, as he lifted one of Irel’s legs from behind. The movement spread her wider, but at the same time, made her tighten even more. His thrusts grew rougher, grinding into her, as the tightness of her entrance clamped down on him.

“It’s so hot… I feel like I’m going to melt. Fuck… I could do this forever.”

Irel shuddered at his words, letting out a small sob. As he thrust deeper, his large frame pushing into her, it felt like her already tight insides were on the verge of tearing. Yet, her body betrayed her, welcoming the overwhelming pleasure, driving her to the brink of madness.

His hardness was almost unbelievable, striking her sensitive spots repeatedly. The relentless stimulation made her swollen insides ache, but at the same time, the sharp sensation sent waves of pleasure coursing through her. The brutal pounding from behind left her mind spinning, unable to focus on anything but the intense sensations.

“That’s right, keep crying like that. Like you’re losing your mind because of me.”

His thrusts grew even more savage, and as her body rocked back and forth, she found herself on the verge of another climax, despite already feeling like she was about to break. Just when she thought it couldn’t intensify, he began rubbing her exposed folds with his fingers, her leg still lifted.

“Look at this. It’s like the flesh of a peach soaked in honey—hot, slippery. I wish I could thrust and suck at the same time. Why can’t I?”

His crazed words spilled out as if they were nothing, and with a harsh thrust, he grazed her clit, sending another jolt through her body. The sensation was overwhelming, and Irel’s vision flashed white once again.

“Ahhh!”

Her senses felt completely overwhelmed. Her whole body trembled, while below, her insides clenched continuously, sucking him in with every thrust. Hot fluid kept leaking out, soaking the space between her legs, making it feel like she’d lost control entirely.

“Did you come again? You’re so sensitive, I swear. Just a little thrusting and touching here… see? You tighten up as if you’re about to come all over again.”

The shame was unbearable. Both her body and mind had been pushed to their limits, and Irel began to sob uncontrollably. Varkan, noticing this, turned her head and gently wiped her tears with his lips. His tongue tenderly licked the wet corners of her eyelashes, as if trying to comfort her.

But of course, his thrusts didn’t stop for a moment. The merciless pounding continued as his hips drove into her without pause.

“Haa… ahh…”

Irel no longer had the strength to support herself against the wall. As her body sagged downward, Varkan clicked his tongue in annoyance and grabbed both her arms, pulling them behind her. He yanked her thin wrists upward to force her back on her feet, then continued to slam into her, driven by his own selfish desire.

The relentless pounding made it feel like her insides were being worn away, raw from the abuse. Her pale face, flushed pink from the strain, was glowing as if it had been stained with flower petals. Varkan, looking down at her from above, didn’t blink as he whispered.

“So beautiful… it’s blinding.”

He wanted to treasure her, more than anything. But at the same time, part of him wanted to destroy her mercilessly with his own hands. If some part of her was as broken as he was, and he was the one who had caused it, there would be a twisted satisfaction every time he looked at her, a dark joy that he couldn’t explain.

Perhaps he really would have followed through. If her arms had pushed him away instead of pulling him close, he likely would have grabbed her delicate wrists and ruined her completely.

You drive me insane. But inside you, I’m reborn, transformed into something better than I ever thought I could be.

So stay by my side. Let me control you, manipulate you however I want, so I can keep pretending I’m a generous man.

Because only next to you, can I crush and reshape something close to happiness.